the word

I noticed an interesting trend popping up on blogs around the new year.  People were choosing a word to define 2013 for them.  One blogger that I read regularly chose the word "wonder" because she felt that she was lacking a sense of it and wanted to pursue it this year.  I think it's always good to take some time to reflect on the past and be intentional about the future.  So I've been pondering what my word might be for this year.  I know it is February already so I'm coming late to this dance but it's taken me a bit of time to sort through.  But before I get to this year's word it seems necessary to choose a word to the past few years first.

For 2010 I would have to say that the word that defined the year for me was "broken".  Brian and I separated in February and the whole year was spent struggling in a painful and uncertain situation.  The year ended with confirmation that a divorce was necessary.

I think I would say that "resolve" embodied 2011.  This was the year of finalizing the divorce, separating our stuff, paperwork, paperwork and more paperwork.  I had to just put my head down and get stuff done.

2012 was met with "healing".  The Lord was powerfully present and I was returned to health, mostly. Hallelujah - I'm alive again!

In 2013 I have a feeling that the word will be "restoration".  Broken things are not only repaired, but made new again.  I have hope for a future and know that good things are in store for me.  Not that "good things" means an easy, comfortable, happy all the time sort of life.  In God's economy I believe that "good things" can include sacrifice and suffering and difficulty.  It is in the darkest places that our light shines the brightest.  Whatever He has in store for me I know that he will equip me and never, ever forsake me.  The God of the universe is on his throne and he calls me "beloved".  So I can confidently say,

“The Lord is my helper, I will not be afraid.
What will man do to me?” Hebrews 13:6

nora jane

Welcome to the world Nora Jane!  My sister had her baby last week and we are so delighted. Miss Olivia could not get enough cuddle time with this sweetie.  And yes, she is growing her bangs out.  Very, very painful.

Getting smooched by her big brother.